{"id":289618,"date":"2022-04-12T06:29:47","date_gmt":"2022-04-12T04:29:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/xflame.info\/ramirez-dear-diary\/"},"modified":"2026-04-19T17:58:04","modified_gmt":"2026-04-19T15:58:04","slug":"ramirez-dear-diary","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/xflame.info\/ru\/ramirez-dear-diary\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear Diary"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure class=\"wp-block-table\"><table class=\"has-fixed-layout\"><tbody><tr><td>[Hook]<\/td><td>[\u0425\u0443\u043a]\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>My Momma telling me I&#8217;ll be okay (I&#8217;ll be okay)<\/td><td>\u041c\u043e\u044f \u043c\u0430\u043c\u0430 \u0433\u043e\u0432\u043e\u0440\u0438\u0442, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u044f \u0431\u0443\u0434\u0443 \u0432 \u043f\u043e\u0440\u044f\u0434\u043a\u0435 (\u0431\u0443\u0434\u0443 \u0432 \u043f\u043e\u0440\u044f\u0434\u043a\u0435)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>She don&#8217;t understand I&#8217;m living day by day (day by day)<\/td><td>\u041e\u043d\u0430 \u043d\u0435 \u043f\u043e\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0430\u0435\u0442, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u044f \u0436\u0438\u0432\u0443 \u0434\u0435\u043d\u044c \u0437\u0430 \u0434\u043d\u0435\u043c (\u0434\u0435\u043d\u044c \u0437\u0430 \u0434\u043d\u0435\u043c)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok)<\/td><td>\u0413\u043b\u043e\u0442\u0430\u044e \u0435\u0449\u0435 \u043e\u0434\u043d\u0443 \u0442\u0430\u0431\u043b\u0435\u0442\u043a\u0443, \u0447\u0442\u043e\u0431\u044b \u043f\u043e\u0447\u0443\u0432\u0441\u0442\u0432\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0441\u0435\u0431\u044f \u043d\u043e\u0440\u043c\u0430\u043b\u044c\u043d\u043e (\u0447\u0442\u043e\u0431\u044b \u043f\u043e\u0447\u0443\u0432\u0441\u0442\u0432\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0441\u0435\u0431\u044f \u043d\u043e\u0440\u043c\u0430\u043b\u044c\u043d\u043e)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Thinking bout&#8217; $uicide everyday<\/td><td>\u0414\u0443\u043c\u0430\u044e \u043e $\u0443\u0438\u0446\u0438\u0434\u0435 \u043a\u0430\u0436\u0434\u044b\u0439 \u0434\u0435\u043d\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I&#8217;ve been through this route (I&#8217;ve been through this route)<\/td><td>\u042f \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0448\u0435\u043b \u044d\u0442\u043e\u0442 \u043f\u0443\u0442\u044c (\u044f \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0448\u0435\u043b \u044d\u0442\u043e\u0442 \u043f\u0443\u0442\u044c)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>What&#8217;s my life about<\/td><td>\u041e \u0447\u0435\u043c \u043c\u043e\u044f \u0436\u0438\u0437\u043d\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Popping pills and living life full of doubt (life full of doubt)<\/td><td>\u0413\u043b\u043e\u0442\u0430\u044e \u0442\u0430\u0431\u043b\u0435\u0442\u043a\u0438 \u0438 \u0436\u0438\u0432\u0443 \u0441 \u043f\u043e\u043b\u043d\u044b\u043c \u0441\u043e\u043c\u043d\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0435\u043c (\u0441 \u043f\u043e\u043b\u043d\u044b\u043c \u0441\u043e\u043c\u043d\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0435\u043c)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Praying on the edge my bed<\/td><td>\u041c\u043e\u043b\u044e\u0441\u044c \u043d\u0430 \u043a\u0440\u0430\u044e \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u0439 \u043a\u0440\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0442\u0438\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Hoping I could get responses<\/td><td>\u041d\u0430\u0434\u0435\u044e\u0441\u044c, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0443\u0447\u0443 \u043e\u0442\u0432\u0435\u0442\u044b\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Battle my illness alone, crying a river I&#8217;m honest<\/td><td>\u0421\u0440\u0430\u0436\u0430\u044e\u0441\u044c \u0441\u043e \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u0439 \u0431\u043e\u043b\u0435\u0437\u043d\u044c\u044e \u0432 \u043e\u0434\u0438\u043d\u043e\u0447\u043a\u0443, \u043f\u043b\u0430\u0447\u0443 \u0440\u0435\u043a\u043e\u0439, \u044f \u0447\u0435\u0441\u0442\u0435\u043d\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Oh no<\/td><td>\u041e \u043d\u0435\u0442\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I don&#8217;t know which way to go<\/td><td>\u042f \u043d\u0435 \u0437\u043d\u0430\u044e, \u043a\u0443\u0434\u0430 \u0438\u0434\u0442\u0438\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I don&#8217;t even have my home<\/td><td>\u0423 \u043c\u0435\u043d\u044f \u0434\u0430\u0436\u0435 \u043d\u0435\u0442 \u0434\u043e\u043c\u0430\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>In the dark is where I roam<\/td><td>\u0412 \u0442\u0435\u043c\u043d\u043e\u0442\u0435 \u044f \u0431\u043b\u0443\u0436\u0434\u0430\u044e\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I&#8217;ve been stuck and all alone<\/td><td>\u042f \u0437\u0430\u0441\u0442\u0440\u044f\u043b \u0438 \u0441\u043e\u0432\u0441\u0435\u043c \u043e\u0434\u0438\u043d\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><\/tbody><\/table><\/figure><tr><td><\/td><td><\/td><\/tr><figure class=\"wp-block-table\"><table class=\"has-fixed-layout\"><tbody><tr><td>[Verse 1: Ramirez]<\/td><td>[\u041a\u0443\u043f\u043b\u0435\u0442 1: \u0420\u0430\u043c\u0438\u0440\u0435\u0441]\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Popping these pills and I&#8217;m asking God why<\/td><td>\u0413\u043b\u043e\u0442\u0430\u044e \u044d\u0442\u0438 \u0442\u0430\u0431\u043b\u0435\u0442\u043a\u0438 \u0438 \u0441\u043f\u0440\u0430\u0448\u0438\u0432\u0430\u044e \u0411\u043e\u0433\u0430, \u0437\u0430\u0447\u0435\u043c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Do I have urges to just wanna die<\/td><td>\u041f\u043e\u0447\u0435\u043c\u0443 \u0443 \u043c\u0435\u043d\u044f \u0435\u0441\u0442\u044c \u0441\u0442\u0440\u0435\u043c\u043b\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0435 \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0441\u0442\u043e \u0443\u043c\u0435\u0440\u0435\u0442\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Receiving no answers cos&#8217; God is a lie<\/td><td>\u041d\u0435 \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0443\u0447\u0430\u044e \u043e\u0442\u0432\u0435\u0442\u043e\u0432, \u043f\u043e\u0442\u043e\u043c\u0443 \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0411\u043e\u0433 &#8212; \u044d\u0442\u043e \u043b\u043e\u0436\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Look in my eyes<\/td><td>\u041f\u043e\u0441\u043c\u043e\u0442\u0440\u0438 \u043c\u043d\u0435 \u0432 \u0433\u043b\u0430\u0437\u0430\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>See pain that&#8217;s inside<\/td><td>\u0423\u0432\u0438\u0434\u044c \u0431\u043e\u043b\u044c \u0432\u043d\u0443\u0442\u0440\u0438\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I done lost a couple friends<\/td><td>\u042f \u043f\u043e\u0442\u0435\u0440\u044f\u043b \u043f\u0430\u0440\u0443 \u0434\u0440\u0443\u0437\u0435\u0439\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>For the way, a nigga been acting<\/td><td>\u0418\u0437-\u0437\u0430 \u0442\u043e\u0433\u043e, \u043a\u0430\u043a \u044f \u0441\u0435\u0431\u044f \u0432\u0435\u0434\u0443\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>No faking<\/td><td>\u041d\u0438\u043a\u0430\u043a\u043e\u0433\u043e \u043f\u0440\u0438\u0442\u0432\u043e\u0440\u0441\u0442\u0432\u0430\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>No pretending<\/td><td>\u041d\u0438\u043a\u0430\u043a\u043e\u0439 \u0438\u0433\u0440\u044b\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I just really wanna fucking end this<\/td><td>\u042f \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0441\u0442\u043e \u0434\u0435\u0439\u0441\u0442\u0432\u0438\u0442\u0435\u043b\u044c\u043d\u043e \u0445\u043e\u0447\u0443 \u0432\u0441\u0435 \u044d\u0442\u043e \u0437\u0430\u043a\u043e\u043d\u0447\u0438\u0442\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Oh no<\/td><td>\u041e \u043d\u0435\u0442\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Grabbing my gun and I point at my dome<\/td><td>\u0411\u0435\u0440\u0443 \u0441\u0432\u043e\u044e \u043f\u0443\u0448\u043a\u0443 \u0438 \u043d\u0430\u0446\u0435\u043b\u0438\u0432\u0430\u044e \u043d\u0430 \u0433\u043e\u043b\u043e\u0432\u0443\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I&#8217;m telling myself<\/td><td>\u0413\u043e\u0432\u043e\u0440\u044e \u0441\u0435\u0431\u0435\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>&#171;Be easy, let go don&#8217;t pull on the trigger there&#8217;s much to hold on&#187;<\/td><td>&#171;\u041d\u0435 \u0442\u043e\u0440\u043e\u043f\u0438\u0441\u044c, \u043e\u0442\u043f\u0443\u0441\u0442\u0438, \u043d\u0435 \u043d\u0430\u0436\u0438\u043c\u0430\u0439 \u043d\u0430 \u043a\u0443\u0440\u043e\u043a, \u0435\u0441\u0442\u044c \u0437\u0430 \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0434\u0435\u0440\u0436\u0430\u0442\u044c\u0441\u044f&#187;\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>But these pills they kick in and I just can&#8217;t move on<\/td><td>\u041d\u043e \u044d\u0442\u0438 \u0442\u0430\u0431\u043b\u0435\u0442\u043a\u0438 \u0434\u0435\u0439\u0441\u0442\u0432\u0443\u044e\u0442, \u0438 \u044f \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0441\u0442\u043e \u043d\u0435 \u043c\u043e\u0433\u0443 \u0434\u0432\u0438\u0433\u0430\u0442\u044c\u0441\u044f \u0434\u0430\u043b\u044c\u0448\u0435\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Lost in my ways and I try to forget<\/td><td>\u0417\u0430\u0431\u043b\u0443\u0434\u0438\u043b\u0441\u044f \u0432 \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0438\u0445 \u043f\u0443\u0442\u044f\u0445 \u0438 \u043f\u044b\u0442\u0430\u044e\u0441\u044c \u0437\u0430\u0431\u044b\u0442\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>All of this sadness and all this regret<\/td><td>\u0412\u0441\u044e \u044d\u0442\u0443 \u043f\u0435\u0447\u0430\u043b\u044c \u0438 \u0432\u0441\u0435 \u044d\u0442\u0438 \u0441\u043e\u0436\u0430\u043b\u0435\u043d\u0438\u044f\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I look to my mom and I tell her like this<\/td><td>\u0421\u043c\u043e\u0442\u0440\u044e \u043d\u0430 \u043c\u0430\u043c\u0443 \u0438 \u0433\u043e\u0432\u043e\u0440\u044e \u0435\u0439 \u0432\u043e\u0442 \u0442\u0430\u043a\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Yo&#8217; son is a fuck up<\/td><td>\u0422\u0432\u043e\u0439 \u0441\u044b\u043d &#8212; \u043d\u0435\u0443\u0434\u0430\u0447\u043d\u0438\u043a\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Yo&#8217; son can&#8217;t do shit<\/td><td>\u0422\u0432\u043e\u0439 \u0441\u044b\u043d \u043d\u0438\u0447\u0435\u0433\u043e \u043d\u0435 \u043c\u043e\u0436\u0435\u0442\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><\/tbody><\/table><\/figure><tr><td><\/td><td><\/td><\/tr><figure class=\"wp-block-table\"><table class=\"has-fixed-layout\"><tbody><tr><td>[Hook]<\/td><td>[\u0425\u0443\u043a]\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>My Momma telling me I&#8217;ll be okay (I&#8217;ll be okay)<\/td><td>\u041c\u043e\u044f \u043c\u0430\u043c\u0430 \u0433\u043e\u0432\u043e\u0440\u0438\u0442, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u044f \u0431\u0443\u0434\u0443 \u0432 \u043f\u043e\u0440\u044f\u0434\u043a\u0435 (\u0431\u0443\u0434\u0443 \u0432 \u043f\u043e\u0440\u044f\u0434\u043a\u0435)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>She don&#8217;t understand I&#8217;m living day by day (day by day)<\/td><td>\u041e\u043d\u0430 \u043d\u0435 \u043f\u043e\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0430\u0435\u0442, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u044f \u0436\u0438\u0432\u0443 \u0434\u0435\u043d\u044c \u0437\u0430 \u0434\u043d\u0435\u043c (\u0434\u0435\u043d\u044c \u0437\u0430 \u0434\u043d\u0435\u043c)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok)<\/td><td>\u0413\u043b\u043e\u0442\u0430\u044e \u0435\u0449\u0435 \u043e\u0434\u043d\u0443 \u0442\u0430\u0431\u043b\u0435\u0442\u043a\u0443, \u0447\u0442\u043e\u0431\u044b \u043f\u043e\u0447\u0443\u0432\u0441\u0442\u0432\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0441\u0435\u0431\u044f \u043d\u043e\u0440\u043c\u0430\u043b\u044c\u043d\u043e (\u0447\u0442\u043e\u0431\u044b \u043f\u043e\u0447\u0443\u0432\u0441\u0442\u0432\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0441\u0435\u0431\u044f \u043d\u043e\u0440\u043c\u0430\u043b\u044c\u043d\u043e)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Thinking bout&#8217; Suicide everyday<\/td><td>\u0414\u0443\u043c\u0430\u044e \u043e $\u0443\u0438\u0446\u0438\u0434\u0435 \u043a\u0430\u0436\u0434\u044b\u0439 \u0434\u0435\u043d\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><\/tbody><\/table><\/figure><tr><td><\/td><td><\/td><\/tr><figure class=\"wp-block-table\"><table class=\"has-fixed-layout\"><tbody><tr><td>[Verse 2: Ramirez]<\/td><td>[\u041a\u0443\u043f\u043b\u0435\u0442 2: \u0420\u0430\u043c\u0438\u0440\u0435\u0441]\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Stand in closet<\/td><td>\u0421\u0442\u043e\u044e \u0432 \u0448\u043a\u0430\u0444\u0443\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I&#8217;m tying a noose<\/td><td>\u0417\u0430\u0432\u044f\u0437\u044b\u0432\u0430\u044e \u043f\u0435\u0442\u043b\u044e\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>You living a lie<\/td><td>\u0422\u044b \u0436\u0438\u0432\u0435\u0448\u044c \u043b\u043e\u0436\u044c\u044e\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I&#8217;m stuck in the truth<\/td><td>\u042f \u0437\u0430\u0441\u0442\u0440\u044f\u043b \u0432 \u043f\u0440\u0430\u0432\u0434\u0435\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Faking a smile but depression the root<\/td><td>\u0423\u043b\u044b\u0431\u0430\u044e\u0441\u044c, \u043d\u043e \u0434\u0435\u043f\u0440\u0435\u0441\u0441\u0438\u044f &#8212; \u044d\u0442\u043e \u043a\u043e\u0440\u0435\u043d\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I try to be happy but I can&#8217;t it&#8217;s a fluke<\/td><td>\u041f\u044b\u0442\u0430\u044e\u0441\u044c \u0431\u044b\u0442\u044c \u0441\u0447\u0430\u0441\u0442\u043b\u0438\u0432\u044b\u043c, \u043d\u043e \u043d\u0435 \u043c\u043e\u0433\u0443, \u044d\u0442\u043e \u043d\u0435\u0443\u0434\u0430\u0447\u0430\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Love for my friends but they don&#8217;t know I&#8217;m through<\/td><td>\u041b\u044e\u0431\u043b\u044e \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0438\u0445 \u0434\u0440\u0443\u0437\u0435\u0439, \u043d\u043e \u043e\u043d\u0438 \u043d\u0435 \u0437\u043d\u0430\u044e\u0442, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u044f \u043d\u0430 \u0438\u0441\u0445\u043e\u0434\u0435\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I don&#8217;t see no sun cause I stay in my room<\/td><td>\u042f \u043d\u0435 \u0432\u0438\u0436\u0443 \u0441\u043e\u043b\u043d\u0446\u0430, \u043f\u043e\u0442\u043e\u043c\u0443 \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0441\u0438\u0436\u0443 \u0432 \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u0439 \u043a\u043e\u043c\u043d\u0430\u0442\u0435\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I look in the mirror<\/td><td>\u0421\u043c\u043e\u0442\u0440\u044e \u0432 \u0437\u0435\u0440\u043a\u0430\u043b\u043e\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>The vision gets clearer<\/td><td>\u041e\u0431\u0440\u0430\u0437 \u0441\u0442\u0430\u043d\u043e\u0432\u0438\u0442\u0441\u044f \u044f\u0441\u043d\u0435\u0435\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Anxiety, got me trapped in this shit too<\/td><td>\u0422\u0440\u0435\u0432\u043e\u0433\u0430, \u043e\u043d\u0430 \u0442\u043e\u0436\u0435 \u0437\u0430\u0442\u043e\u0447\u0438\u043b\u0430 \u043c\u0435\u043d\u044f \u0432 \u044d\u0442\u043e \u0434\u0435\u0440\u044c\u043c\u043e\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><\/tbody><\/table><\/figure><tr><td><\/td><td><\/td><\/tr><figure class=\"wp-block-table\"><table class=\"has-fixed-layout\"><tbody><tr><td>[Hook]<\/td><td>[\u0425\u0443\u043a]\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>My Momma telling me I&#8217;ll be okay (I&#8217;ll be okay)<\/td><td>\u041c\u043e\u044f \u043c\u0430\u043c\u0430 \u0433\u043e\u0432\u043e\u0440\u0438\u0442, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u044f \u0431\u0443\u0434\u0443 \u0432 \u043f\u043e\u0440\u044f\u0434\u043a\u0435 (\u0431\u0443\u0434\u0443 \u0432 \u043f\u043e\u0440\u044f\u0434\u043a\u0435)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>She don&#8217;t understand I&#8217;m living day by day (day by day)<\/td><td>\u041e\u043d\u0430 \u043d\u0435 \u043f\u043e\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0430\u0435\u0442, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u044f \u0436\u0438\u0432\u0443 \u0434\u0435\u043d\u044c \u0437\u0430 \u0434\u043d\u0435\u043c (\u0434\u0435\u043d\u044c \u0437\u0430 \u0434\u043d\u0435\u043c)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Pop another pill to feel ok (to feel ok)<\/td><td>\u0413\u043b\u043e\u0442\u0430\u044e \u0435\u0449\u0435 \u043e\u0434\u043d\u0443 \u0442\u0430\u0431\u043b\u0435\u0442\u043a\u0443, \u0447\u0442\u043e\u0431\u044b \u043f\u043e\u0447\u0443\u0432\u0441\u0442\u0432\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0441\u0435\u0431\u044f \u043d\u043e\u0440\u043c\u0430\u043b\u044c\u043d\u043e (\u0447\u0442\u043e\u0431\u044b \u043f\u043e\u0447\u0443\u0432\u0441\u0442\u0432\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0441\u0435\u0431\u044f \u043d\u043e\u0440\u043c\u0430\u043b\u044c\u043d\u043e)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Thinking bout&#8217; $uicide everyday<\/td><td>\u0414\u0443\u043c\u0430\u044e \u043e $\u0443\u0438\u0446\u0438\u0434\u0435 \u043a\u0430\u0436\u0434\u044b\u0439 \u0434\u0435\u043d\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I&#8217;ve been through this route (I&#8217;ve been through this route)<\/td><td>\u042f \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0448\u0435\u043b \u044d\u0442\u043e\u0442 \u043f\u0443\u0442\u044c (\u044f \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0448\u0435\u043b \u044d\u0442\u043e\u0442 \u043f\u0443\u0442\u044c)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>What&#8217;s my life about<\/td><td>\u041e \u0447\u0435\u043c \u043c\u043e\u044f \u0436\u0438\u0437\u043d\u044c\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Popping pills and living life full of doubt (life full of doubt)<\/td><td>\u0413\u043b\u043e\u0442\u0430\u044e \u0442\u0430\u0431\u043b\u0435\u0442\u043a\u0438 \u0438 \u0436\u0438\u0432\u0443 \u0441 \u043f\u043e\u043b\u043d\u044b\u043c \u0441\u043e\u043c\u043d\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0435\u043c (\u0441 \u043f\u043e\u043b\u043d\u044b\u043c \u0441\u043e\u043c\u043d\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0435\u043c)\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Praying on the edge my bed<\/td><td>\u041c\u043e\u043b\u044e\u0441\u044c \u043d\u0430 \u043a\u0440\u0430\u044e \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u0439 \u043a\u0440\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0442\u0438\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Hoping I could get responses<\/td><td>\u041d\u0430\u0434\u0435\u044e\u0441\u044c, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0443\u0447\u0443 \u043e\u0442\u0432\u0435\u0442\u044b\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Battle my illness alone, crying a river I&#8217;m honest<\/td><td>\u0421\u0440\u0430\u0436\u0430\u044e\u0441\u044c \u0441\u043e \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u0439 \u0431\u043e\u043b\u0435\u0437\u043d\u044c\u044e \u0432 \u043e\u0434\u0438\u043d\u043e\u0447\u043a\u0443, \u043f\u043b\u0430\u0447\u0443 \u0440\u0435\u043a\u043e\u0439, \u044f \u0447\u0435\u0441\u0442\u0435\u043d\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>Oh no<\/td><td>\u041e \u043d\u0435\u0442\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I don&#8217;t know which way to go<\/td><td>\u042f \u043d\u0435 \u0437\u043d\u0430\u044e, \u043a\u0443\u0434\u0430 \u0438\u0434\u0442\u0438\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>I don&#8217;t even have my home<\/td><td>\u0423 \u043c\u0435\u043d\u044f \u0434\u0430\u0436\u0435 \u043d\u0435\u0442 \u0434\u043e\u043c\u0430\u00a0<\/td><\/tr><tr><td>In the dark is where I roam<\/td><td>\u0412 \u0442\u0435\u043c\u043d\u043e\u0442\u0435 \u044f 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